♥Lets Have Your Say♥

2010-05-23T19:33:00.001+08:00

WORK!!!!!! HIATUS!! :)))

after a loooong days of hiatus. haha!

2010-04-15T13:42:00.002+08:00

Hello my lovelys!!

I've been splendid. thank u. Most of the time Ive been staying at home.

Doing nothing much.

Went for Interview wif Huda and Ridhwan and along came Nasiha @ TTSH last week.

Quite nerve-wrecking for me.

And guess wat!!!

Today a call from HR Teresa was recieved and Im qualified for a job there!!

Hoooooooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!

Was so glad that she called. Cuz seriously i need to get out of my house and work my ass up. ahahah!

My lovelife is still going on well. *alhamdulillah*

I just cant wait for this coming saturday.

Celebrating his dearly birthday!!

Woah.. 1st time for me to celebrate a boyf birthday.

Lets just hope it will go as it planned.

:))

Anyways. Im taking this oportunity to say Happy 8th to us SYG!!!

I LOVELIKE YOU!
HAHAHAH!

lets make a new change for the better my dear love.

2010-03-15T14:19:00.002+08:00

Love,

Have you ever wonder how great it is?

How you make me smile wide.

How you have made me like the most shining star in the sky.

Every moment,

Every where,

Every time,

My heart beats faster for you.

Let's put aside our past.

And make a new journey in our life.

A new chapter of FeyZikqo.

Minutes before him....

2010-02-01T10:12:00.002+08:00

To you my lovely Saifuddin,

I love u very much.

Every moments we shared,

I appreciate it alot.

I do cherish you.

To the rest of my life.

You're always be my bby.

You're always in my heart.

Good luck for you today.

Sorry that i cant be by your side.

During your surgery.

I will wait for your call.

Or from your sis or mum.

So that my worry will subside.

I pray hard my love.

Just for my love.

what shall i say....

2010-01-21T04:55:00.002+08:00

oh hello earthmates.

The time now on the comp is 4:57Am.

Yes dearies out there.

4AM!!

Its not that i cant sleep.

Well, partially true.

Reason behind that is....

Im working night shift today!!!

& plus tomorrow that is.

Im still surviving.

Just that the eyes are begging me to close.

Just not used to it uhh..

Even last yr's class chalet i will doze off at 4+am.

Ahahahahahah!

I simply cant take it.

Ok for now.

Back to work!!

Nid to feed patients.

Muahahahah!

..................

2010-01-19T21:21:00.002+08:00

Bby you,

loving u is just simplicity.

My heart beats fast when i hear ur voice.

Even faster when i meet u.

With those ups and downs,

Those challenges face.

We able to drift our way.

Bby you,

ure always in my heart.

Eventhough i might be busy.

I will try my best to make things worthwhile.

Cause there's no longer You and Me.

But there is US.

missing him sooooooooo much!!

2010-01-09T16:43:00.003+08:00

Haven't i told u this baby,

I've missed u so much darling.

Those beary hugs,

And those butterfly kisses.

Seeing u is such a bliss.

And loving u is such a wonderful gift.

"Wa ai ni"

"I love u"

"Ku mencintaimu"

"Mohabhat"

ran dom.

2010-01-08T22:06:00.003+08:00

hello people that i realllllyyy love.

jsut wanna say this.

TGIF!!!

yes!! after a week of attachments, woah! tired legs already!

I just cant simply wait for nxt wk.

hooray2 wif babies.

hope everything will go a-ok.

NXT WK 5TH MONTHSARY!!

yay!!!

cant believe it.

i love u bby.

Miss you so damn much u know!!

below pics are just simply random.

Its for Ice reference.

AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

meet up soon darla.

nxt wk tt is.

If 100% confirm lah.

=))

missing him much much!!!!!

2009-12-30T17:08:00.003+08:00

Sobbing much.

Bby staying in camp.

And his ppd is zero.

This means no texts from him.

No jokes from him.

No hearing of his voice.

No saying nite2.

No saying gd mrng when he's off to work.

No Huggies.Diapers.&.Butterfly.Kisses!!

Sobbbbbbb!!!

IMY bby!!!

p.s: thursday he's coming bck home. ahahaha! I miss him though!!!

the words of boredness is called "i shall"

2009-12-29T15:47:00.005+08:00

Hello people-peopleku!! ahahahah! just wanna say, YAYNESS for the new blogskins and song changes. ahahah! dont ask me whats wrong wif me. im plain bored today. Watched 3 movies online. Step Up 1 & 2, Underworld: Rise of the Lycans. Woooohuuu! And then i think i shall search for songs.

Or shall i..

ahahah! Mum cooked pindang which i dont munch. Prawn Sambal still on the stove since yesters. Bt im sick of prawn actually. Hmmm.... so wat shall i munch.... maybe i shall go to NTUC down the block and buy instant noodles instead? hmm.... i crave for tom yum. huahuahua. *smacks head*

I miss my people. lalalalalala.... ahahahah! I miss my bby. lalalalala!! ahahaha! k.... I shall stop this. woohuuuu!!

letters to you

2009-12-28T15:44:00.003+08:00

"You were my strenght when I was weak,

You were my voice when I couldn't speak.

You were my eye when i couldnt see,

You saw the best that were in me.

Lifted me up when I couldnt reach,

You give me faith cuz you believed.

Im everything I am.

Because You Loved Me."

wholesome of ooooooohsoooom!

2009-12-23T16:11:00.005+08:00

18th Dec 2009

hello earthlings!! yayness!! finally to update my blog.

im fine thank you.

so yah. met bby on friday with the initial thought of going to bowl @ Yishun Safra.

however, sadly, there's an event going on there.

So sat down under the block near safra to think of where to go next.

so we camwhored first..

then walked to Lower Seletar Reservoir Park.

YES!! we WALKED!!! ahahah!!

Tiring okeh!!!

There we camwhored again.

Then we taxi-ed to Northpoint for munch2.

Walk2 at Northpoint and rested at 211.

But my 211 mates are not there.

Sob2. So sat the other side of 211.

Sat and chatted then walked home.

20th Dec 2009

Sunday!!! Met bby at woodlands around 11+pm. Took 168 to tamp for Ms. Julie's Daughter's Cukur Rambut Ceremony. Reached there with non of my classmates there yet. So munch in there whereby someone is so shy-shy to take the foood. heheheheh!!! Ms Julie's daughter is so cute!!! Sadly didnt snapped a pic of her. Nur Danisya Qistina. nice name hey? Then to Town walk2! and i reached home around 8+pm. Huahuahua!!!

21st Dec 2009

nothing to say. just munch at SAKURA at Northpoint with mummy!!!

P.S: I love you!

2009-12-14T14:18:00.002+08:00

5th December 2009

Bby.Ziko!!
Bby.Feyqo!

hello manusia all!
hahah! I know that its been a loooooooonnnggg time since i last update. hohoh! malas doh. both pics above was taken during my 19th birthday with bbylove!!

Oh yes! im 19 already. the last moments of teenager.

woah!! so crucial. so sad. nxt yr have the digit 2!!

oh yah, so met love @ cck and then mrt-ed to City Hall.

Walked to dine in Popeye!! Our fav!

Then walk2 around after lunch to spend time together.

Then taxi-ed bck to Cck to his cribs.

While he get ready for his Partttay!!

Then bus-ed and mrt-ed bck home.

P.s: thanx to those who wish me during my birthday. & thnx kak in for the gift!!

11th December 2009

Went out with bbylove again on this day.

Supposed to go bowling.

However wift our empty stomach, we did a "JALAN-JALAN CARI MAKAN @ Raffles Place"

ahaha.

what a search over food really during tt time.

wanna go subsub, but its packed!

Banquet = packed!

Kopitiam = Packed

Lau Pa Sat = Packed!!!

so thought of tapau-ing food from Lau Pa Sat.

Bt................

Jeng.....jeng....JENG!

there's a seat near a malay stall!!

hooray for us!! however, overall, we just bedal the food cuz of crying tummy.

Then off to walk2 again.

And i still remember that there was a time when bby said to me " I love u" repeatedly and forcing me to say "i love u too"

And *shocked!!*

He surprised me with a GIFT!!!

its a bling2 heart-shaped earrings!!

Awwww... a belated birthday and our advanced 4th monthsary gift!!!

So thoughtful of him. Blushed red i was when he surprised me.

and till now i remember tt moment.

Haixx......

The earrings is below. sorie of the reflections.

P.S: I treasure u alot my bbylove. *muackx!!*

TODAY!!

just wanna say that today is a bore. just bought a box *see above*. thats all!!!

P.S: i love u so much bby!!! 2moro!!!!

quickie

2009-11-25T21:21:00.003+08:00

:You're my treasure:

So how am i?

Im fine thank you.

Sorie for the long long gone.

Bz and lazy to update.

ahahah!

lifes ups and downs!

School is gonna end soon.

WTeff!!!

can i not graduate pls.

Im so not ready for my working life.

can? can? can???

RANDOM PICS OF FATIN MISYATI!!!!

Happy happy mappy!!!

2009-10-14T21:09:00.002+08:00

Bila Kau Katakan Kau Sayang

Terus Aku Tersenyum

Dan Latas Menjawab

hmm..mmmm.

Aku juga Sayang Kamu

Bila Kau Katakan Kau Rindu

Aku pn rindukanmu

Dan lalu kujelaskan

Kita sudah oh jalin cinta.

Happy 2nd Monthsary to you my love. Thanx for all the caring and sacrifices that you did for me. Nothing else can ever repay your sincerity. Thank you for giving me joy. And for the tender, loving, care you gave. And most importantly, thanks for giving you in my life. with all my heart, I shall say "I LOVE YOU!" youre my only one that can make my heartbeats either fast or slow. Muacks!!!!

randomly thoughts

2009-10-02T14:52:00.002+08:00

updates abt my deary friends.

1st is about my online friend name Apai.

AHAHAHAAHH!!!

he told me that one psychotic girl just called him husband.

And on top of that he knows that the girl likes him.

He just cant accept the fact that the girl looks abit like his mum.

ahahahah!

oh gosh.

but im preety sure that he will get through that problem soon ok?

Nxt is reckless humans.

I dont get it y do they discriminate people.

No one in this world is perfect.

YES!!! NO ONE IN THIS WORLD IS PERFECT! GET IT!!!

put a mirror in front of yourself.

and you know that ure lacking of something.

Get a life larh bitches.

I didnt know this is what you do after all the things that your friends helped you.

put back your self-esteem larh girls.

Aper yg korg dpt after korg kutok2 org lain.

ader rase puas?

kalau ader pn, its only temporary.

Sudah larh tu perempuan2 di luar saner.

Until when korg nk jadi mcm gini.

Until you're married and have children?

Try to get a mature thinking.

Yes, we're still young, and you want to have fun.

But until when?

Get a grip.

You're just wasting your own precious time.

whoever reading this, saper2 mcm chilli, dierlah akan rase pedas k.

And now i shall say, I miss you my Bbylove Saifuddin!!!!

hugs n kisses. muacks!!

BabyLove!

2009-09-30T14:45:00.022+08:00

:16th Sept 2009:

Oh well, i know its late to update.

But oh well....

ahahaha!!!

So we meet after my school.

Headed ourselves to City Hall.

I treat him for a movie.

Namely "Dance Flick"

Klakar giler gabak larseyy!!

then off to S'pore Flyers.

Took pics, laze around for a moment.

Taxi-ed to Clarke Quay.

Ate and walked to Fort Canning.

Mozzie attacked us both!!

mcm shittos.

Then taxi-ed to yishun and spent time for awhile b4 headed home.

:A.Love.Note:

:Love.Being.Spastic:

:1990.Lovebirds:

:His Ipod:

:27th Sept 2009:

So met love early in the morning, in yishun.

Taxi-ed to Balestier.

Got lost for idk how long.

Then decided to go to VivoCity.

Initially wanna find a present for a friend of ours, Ice.

but then tidak mengape...

ahahah.

Had lunch @ LJS.

then tapau a Crunchy Srimp Patato Salad then find a spot at the rooftop.

Someone was camwhoring giler rabak seh while i was eating my salad.

ahahaha! SUKE NMPK!!!

Then went down to outside Vivo.

And Camwhore again.

ahahahahaahahahahaha!!!!!

Inilah couple yg paling suke untuk Camwhore.

Lagi2 berposing dgn muke2 yg tidak perlu lagi memerlukn.

ahahah.

Then bus-ed to CCK...

for what??

Meet the Family.

hohoho.

It was a "berdegup jantungku" moment at 1st.

But it remains calm.

Reason because, they are friendly.

especially his mum.

Thanks makcik untuk the makan n minum fidzah pada hari itu!

Sayang makcik.

hohoh.

Laze there for hours.

until main L4D. hahahaha

then he send me down to flag a taxi home while he meet his friend b4 booking in in camp.

:sad sad.Sob sob:

P.s: raya pics will be uploaded soon. but idk when.

2009-09-20T14:09:00.000+08:00

Happy Raya.
Enjoy your holidays.
Meet you all soon!!!!!!

yayness for a month!!! ♥♥♥♥

2009-09-14T21:19:00.000+08:00

To you my love,
Thank you for being there for me. Eventhough i know baru saje kami bermula, but still we've been through alot. All those running here and there for cab. Taking pics in those beautiful sceneries. And lots lots more.
You're just ever so understanding and loving. No words can ever describe how greatful i feel about having you in my life.
I love you so much. And Miss you deep deep.
HAPPY 1st MONTHSARY MY LOVE!!!
Meet you soon B SYGKU!!!
Muacks!!!

♥ing you always.
from the bottom of my heart.

From B Sygmu,
♥♥♥Fidzah♥♥♥

out out out out out after school. ♥

2009-09-11T22:36:00.003+08:00

:Wednesday:
met Syg after school at lavender.
Spent quality time with him.
Its just a sadly touching day for us that day at the kallang bridge thingy there.
awww....
sweetness of him.
then off to kallang leisure park.
MAIN ARCADE!!!!
huahuahua.
i♥ARCADES!!!
the race tracks.
those shooting games.
ZOMBIESSSS ATTTAAACCCKKK!!!!
ahahahaha!
then we challenge in the hockey game thing.
Din baik per!!!
so rough! hit the pucker till fly to idk where.
and even hit my finger!!!
then after that, taxi-ed home.

:Thursday:
After school teman Syg to buy his Ipod Touch.
Walk at City hall, then to Orchard.
around 15mins nearing 5pm.
went to payah lebar to meet up Rizal&Ice, Syai&Shab, Keys&Azfar.
However Syai&Shab didnt join us for buke as they met up wif Asfa and Fieza.
New friends!!!
huahuahua.
cheeeeeerrrrriiiiiiooooooooooosssssss!!!

then taxi-ed the $$$$studios at Orchard.
and the is were i get restless due to some home matters.
Should have listened to Syg's advice.

Syg, im so sorie for all the trouble that i gave yesterday.
nonetheless, thanks for being there for me.
Searching here and there just to get a cab for me to get home.
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I♥YOUSAYANGKU.SAIFFUDIN!!

:Today
wwwoooooooooohhhhhhhooooooooooo!!!!
at school was hectic.
Reason: BCLS!!!
wat is tt? CPR lorh..
tired oi tired.
but fun indeed.
however this coming monday will be a critical one.
Wishes me luck people!!!

Much loves,
♥Fidzah♥

so we walk down through the memory lane..

2009-09-07T21:33:00.003+08:00

:hello.loves!:

:Bowling.Boyf:

:BabyD.in.Kebaya:

huahuahua. my weekends is splendid. reason?
i met my SYG!!!
k fidzah. watever larh ehk.
so yah. met him semlm. initially wanted to play arcade at Yishun Safra. but then....
we went for a bowl!!! (then arcade)
had fun bowling yesterdy. (tangan skrg cramp)
played 2 sets and obviously he WON!!
hmpmh!!
mine? as usual.. scored at the LONGKANG!!
huahuahua. but at least ader strike n spare jugak ehk!!

Then we went of to arcade at yishun safra itself.
itu part mendak. reason is because... not much games.
DUHH!!!
but very the cheap larhkn.
ahahaha!!!

around 4pm we made a move as i need to buy things for buke. And he needs to meet his family at the bazaar.

Really enjoy my day yesterday. Thanks SYG!!!!
MUACKSSS!!!!

Oh yah, and one sweet thing about him.
He bought the baju kebaya for Baby Dahlia(pic above) on the saturday and passed to me during the meet. Dahlia was like so excited wearing it. laughing here and there. she look so sweet!!! And sempat berposing like the ad for First Lady. with the hands on the side here and there.
awwwww.....
SYG!!! on behalf if kakak, i shall thank you!!
but she will wear it nxt year k?
to big.
muuuuuaaaaaaaaccccckkkssss!!!

Thanks for everything my love.
Youre just filled with suprises.
& cant wait to meet u soon after you P.O.P OOOHHHHH!!!
hoho!!
have fun tomorrow!!!

Much Loves,
♥Fidzah♥

My good fren Vicky

2009-09-02T13:55:00.000+08:00

People! People!!
watch this!!
its effingly funny!!!

"i dunno larh darling.."
"my sister, she put the plastic over her head, she cannot breath(chicken nut bread)!"

hohohoho!!
so yes. im sickly sick at home now.
took MC.
sore throat + flu + fever+ cough.
thanks to dearest. -_-"
ahahah..
so yes... on previous saturday went out wif my deary SYG!!!
spent time alot.
love it!!
buka-ed at Lau Pa Sat.
sadly, no pics of us.
huahuahua.

Yasterday was a celebration for RIDHWAN & HUDA!!
but met up wif dearest shabby and met her friends, Fieza & Asfa.
Pics taken are in the FB.
after tamp, went to lavender, walked to bugis.
then off i go to city hall wif my deary classmates!!!
walked to popeye's.
SURPRISED them.

yadayadayada...

yay buke!

2009-08-29T13:51:00.000+08:00

YAYNESS!!!!
NIARI BUKE WIF BOYF!!!
huahuahua!!

k watever larh fidzah.
setop it ehk perangai kau.
(TKNK!!!)

& no..... im not having schizo.
aniwaes, SACH = bore.
oh shucks!!!

Better get going now b4 im late.
huahuahuahua!!!!!!!!!

much loves
♥Fidzah♥

ahhhh pppfffffffffftttt

2009-08-27T11:00:00.003+08:00

Hello manusia semua!!!
hows your fasting days? i hope its fine.
how am i? ok lah.
however SACH is such a BLEAGH!!!!
its such a bluuuurrrrr for me for being posted there. urgh!!!
nonetheless, at least i have Wan in the same posting.
huahuahuahua!!!!! BAIK WAN!!!

Someone is sick in camp!!!
Fever of 38.5degrees. WOAH!!
take plenty of water ok SYG!!!
get well soon.
btw, P.O.P SOON NMPK!!!!
huahuahuahua.
love you!

I want to buka puasa outside can??

2009-08-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

I♥you very much my dearest.
Im here for you.

Lets just hope Tiger is just fine.
=DD

Loves,
♥Fidzah♥

♥♥♥♥

2009-08-13T21:38:00.000+08:00

Hello my deary lovelys!!!
thought of uploading pics but it will be a hassle.

So how am i now? SPLENDID!!!
Now having my attachment at IMH.
how is it? Fun, i must say.
a whole new different exposure.
now just need to brain storm on the Structure Activities for them.
Any ideas huns??

kk. My previous weekend seriously sucks to the max larh kn!!
Early in the morn mum woke me up to drag me to KL.
WTeff. Was so frustrated cuz actually nid to go out wif my Syg.
URGHHHHHHH!!!!! the journey there was so packed with humans! (duh!)
huahuahua. And i think when my mum's bills coming soon, its gg to be a surprised for her.
*winks.winks!*
Sorry to those dearies and Syg for not going out wif u all.
oh sigh.

To the person that is out at the Feild Camp right now,

I FREAKING MISSING YOU SO EFFING THE VERY THE MUCH LIOU!!!!!!
hope you're just fine ok Syg? muacksss!♥♥♥♥.

to that person who i dnt even understand,
go and get a grip wif someone else larh. stop bothering me asking for nonsense. you're just wasting my precious time. stop trying. go and find a meaningful job ok. boooogeer!

with loves,
♥Fidzah♥

2009-08-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

to update sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonn!!!!

short and fast one

2009-07-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

hello to my sayangs out there!!

just a short update.
Im feeling kinda good already.
Still abit traumatize wif the FACT.
And now im trying to regain my cheerfulness.
huahuahua!!

Attachment sucks at the new ward.
i wanna do sponging!!
bt the nite staffs have done it earlier. dang!!!
n i shall not be ALOOF and BLUR as that wat my lecturer commented me from the previous ward.
dang dang dang!!

and and and!!
I WANNA GO OUT SOON LARH!!!

com.pli.ca.ted.

2009-07-25T22:36:00.002+08:00

:MissyFidzah.HerAmy:

:Baby.Fiona:

So how am i?
Fine indeed. Yest was the last day of the ward 10A!! so sad!! i mean to leave my patients.
Im so gonna miss that both Mdm Choo! N Mdm Grace!! And thnx to the ward staffs! we do really our enjoy our attachment there!! =DD

I miss everyone, everything.
I want to meet whoever i want soon!!
I want to go out and destress!!
I want ICE CREAM!!(tis is randomtasi!)
I want to eat Wanton Noodles at Cahaya or Tong Seng!!!
I want to hug yati, shab, fida, yana, charisma!!!!!!
I want to just scream out loud!!!!
I want my 1.2 attachment money!!!!!

ahaha! fidzah! setop it ehk!!! OK!!

And i was really touched with yati. abt the post tt i shared my recent probs with her. FATIN MISYATI!!! IM REALLY SORIE!!! AND AKU SAYANG KAU BANYAK2! N U KNOW THAT OK!!!
N things now are quite complicating. you know this friend A from this circle of friends, friend B also the same circle of friends and another 2 more cicles of friend of mine, and friend C is friends with with A & B and from my friend's circle of friends!! hows that? complicating enough?
DAng! wtf! speechless!!!! mati lorh gue. huahuahua!! CHOY A CHOY UH!!!

P.S: I NEED TO CATCH UP ON MY SKILLS!!!!

2009-07-14T22:10:00.003+08:00

.being Patience is a must.

.without it, you will ended up Hurting yourself.

.Friends are there by your side.

.Good Friends listens to your grief.

.A Better Friend knows your actual problems.

Im here for you to let go whatever your thoughts youre having. Pls dont let your problems hurt you. Im here for you.

its just me or just me

2009-07-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

hello there people!!

been busy at this moment of time due to attachment oi!!!

10A is pretty much ok. staff really friendly indeed. learn things indeed there!!!

skills wise, only 3 initial signed.

nw have to aim to do the I/V therapy!!

life been abit topsy-turvy.

some of them know why.

others? i might think of it if i wanna share wif it.

I MISS MY OTHER FRIENDS!!!!

I miss school!

I miss Shab n Syai!

I miss Fida, Hafiz, Naaz, Fifi, Fakh, Zee!!

I miss Yana!!!

I miss Afro!!

I MISS SEC CLASSMATES!!!

I miss SPHMBO-ians!!

I MISS FARIN MISYATI, RIDHWAN!!!!

I MISS MOHAMMED RIZAL MR. SPORTMANKU!!!

p.s:love.amy.ilyana.natasha.

tooora tata!

2009-07-05T22:18:00.001+08:00

ATTACHMENT YAWWS!!! CYA!!! wish me luck okeh? love you ppl. hoho! muuuuuaaaccckkksss!

2009-07-01T16:46:00.002+08:00

urgh damn!! why cant i upload any pics???!!!!!

ok nvm. ive been fine. had lesser new moon reading. more onlining(if there's such word). more roses making. more mengaji. more missing(rindu).

had meet ups with ite frenzies for nurses day practice. one news. PROP TOO HAVE TO DANCE!! marilah kami berjoget zapin bersama2 yer.hohoh!

watched transformers wif wan yest at yishun. random one indeed. had a little practice for nurses day too. at night recieve a call from dearest!!! klakar larh dier!! miss him alot alot alot!!

k dah. short one. huahuahua!

updates oh updates!!

2009-06-24T21:36:00.001+08:00

:Secondary.School.Madness::The.ZaBebehs!!!:miss the old times!:

:SPHMBOians DARLINGS!!!!:

:MylovelySHABRINAH!!:

:GhaniBeng&SafrinahAfro!!:

hello there people. sorie for the silence. hows my holidays doing? good larhkn. killing my time wif the comp, playing poker and sorority life at facebook. Reading twilight n now new moon. *NEW MOON SEDIH KEPE!!!* wanting to watch movies but sadly pokai giler mams!! Nurse's Day preparation is doing quite well after seeing them practice at sunplaza park. new steps are sungguh the fuuyooh!!! n SORIE FIDA AKU DRAG KAU KE TAMP!! hehe! so yah... almost like that lorh. watch tv, blablablabla. N especially WENTWORTH MILLER husbandku no. 2!! first is yet to be found. ahaha! 3rd is shanye ward. oh well, gayboys. theyre hot indeed. ok fine whatever. but im not gonna fallen over Robert from Twilight Saga okeh! not my taste eventhough i do love the intensity of the vampires. muahaha! Cullens. k shut feetz!! Hows Rizal aka Mr Sportmaku aka Mr Policemanku? He's at tekong yaww! oh well. yup! he did called me on the night b4 he went to camp. awwww..... n he missed called me. n wen i called him, answered but didnt speak. creepy much ok! at night sumore! hohoho! n worst, when i asked his mom whether he brought his phone over to camp, she said "no". very creepy much. however, the nxt early morning, his mom texted me saying that MOHAMMED RIZAL BIN JUMAHAT did bring. And sometimes he curik2 miss call org cuz the instructer very strict. hoho. thats one reason y i didnt msg or call him much. awak phm tk? hohohoh!! cute larh tu think of his act! ok ok. i shall stop. AND SHABRINAH!!! AKU RINDU KAU BANYAK2!!!

Mr Sportmanku that i really effing missed

2009-06-12T20:30:00.005+08:00

So im here just counting the hours alone.

3weeks of silence kills me.

Maybe its just me.

Maybe im not suppose to have this kind of feelings.

Or just maybe.

Ive tried but nothing came in return.

Have i did a bad thing to you until it turned out to be like tis?

Im unsure of myself.

If there is, im sorie then.

And I know i keep bothering while the silence.

I even bother the others because of this.

And no, im not blaming you.

I just wanna reach you,

hear you voice.

Your jokes that cheers me up.

oh shucks.

I know miracles doesnt happen.

But i reallly wish and i really hope.

To relief my sigh deep in me.

2009-06-10T22:42:00.003+08:00

THE WEATHER IS EFFING RIDICULOUS!!! I THINK IM GOING TO TAKE MULTIPLE BATHES STARTING TODAY!!! AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

to Mr. Sportmanku, you know exactly what im wishing for. and i really hope so. before you leave that is. I MISS YOU ALOT and really really do! sigh....

ok fine!!! UPDATES ARE HERE!!!

2009-06-10T21:01:00.006+08:00

Random pics of DAHLIA!!!! I just love her okeh!!! =DDD updates more to come ok!! read below for long long time updates. =DDD

5th & 6th June--- Met wan again in the morning at Yishun Mrt station. then trained ourselves to Eunos to meet Haikal. Had breakfast with them. chitty2-chat. buy some things then lepaked under a block while waiting for the Friday Prayers to start. At 12.30pm they left me under the blk with their stuffs. so played LOCO ROCO 2 at Wan's PSP. At 2pm they came back. headed to lavender and bused to Geylang Bahru for wedding deco doing. Deco doing is fun but tiring. Tremendous calls from classmates asking when are we coming down to the chalet. Patience larh ppl. We are overniting afterall. yup!! so at 11+pm we made our way to the chalet. at the chalet, i rush into the toilet to bath as i cant tahan the heat anymore!!! CHALET= laughing gas, mugging, bingo!, walks, chilling out, chit-chat, swims!, True/Dare, and lots of picture taking. alot of things happened indeed. i nearly tear while sitting at the water breakers. Thinking of Mr. Sportmanku. haix.... had some snozzing at around 6+am to 7+am. muahaha! early wake up due to disturbance of others. 10+am me, yati, wan headed home. yati took the bus. me n wan took the train. Snoozing again. i mean really bad one!! even thought that Jurong East is still at Aljunied there. then lepaked at 211....

2nd June--- early wake up to woodlands and bused to bedok with wan. sleeeeeeeep thru the journey of bus 168. met yati there and had quick breakfast. then off to school. study3 a last minute one tt is. then enter to the exam hall of terror. ok NOT!! after exam have briefing. then went EXPO with haikal , wan , yati. blablablabla.

30th & 31st May 2009--- Preparation for the semi-big day for my sister INSHIRAH BINTE SULAIMAN. It was her engagement day!! yup. however i didnt help tt much as i was busy studying for exams. muaahahahah! CONGRATS KAKAK IN!!

29th May 2009

Early morning met up with Wan at Causeway Point. Mugging our way to have a breakfast @ KFC. He had a several rounds to the toilet. muahahahahah!! so sat at the KFC to wait for the Nokia store to open. reason because Wan's memory card is down. so we went. And around 12+pm like tt we made our way to Bugis to meet Yati, Haikal, Huda, Shahina, Marlina, Rabia. we even sempat to play a game about SPDC except Yati and Haikal as they were waiting for us at National Library. Then off to study. Basically i cant concentrate during tt time as my phone died. Hate it when tt happens. At about 4+pm we stuffed our stomach with food from TongSeng and Amalina from Aclass joined us. "Soup aku!!" "Nnt kasi aku $3.30 ehk." ahaha! inside joke!! We walked our way to Sheesha place at Arab St. Haikal & Huda didnt do sheesha. but its ok. Then at 7+pm only left Me, Wan, Yati, Amalina. Things happens. oh well. "PINK PANTIES!!" another inside joke. muahahaha! then at 8plus we headed home.

So the last bits and pieces of school. Spring cleaning on the last day was a breeze. kecohness of the kecoh nurses. scared our friends and Ms Sanjit as there were a dead roach. oh goodness. before the cleaning, some of them went over to TM bought cake, tissues, balloons for a celebration. so yes. we did celebrate. however, Ms Sanjit didnt cry at all! hmpmh!!

sick lazy urgh!!

2009-05-27T10:08:00.001+08:00

At home.

Sick.

Need to go to school to pass project stuffs.

Lazy.

ok bye.

wanna go clinic.

then of to school meet Mr Lim.

urgh! dammit.

Wrong day to take mc!!!

terrible nuts of the squirrels random

2009-05-24T22:49:00.004+08:00

time check: 2254hours.

I have yet to iron my uniform for school tomorrow.

you know what?

i feel lazy to go to school, but what the heck, i have to!

well its revision week afterall.

So, a few minutes ago, i recieved a call from him.

muahaha! btw, i got the wrong info. i thought that 24th was yesterday. but it was today!!

FTW!

so yah, he called saying sorry. And said he's at Tuas Checkpoint.

woah!at tis time? ahahah! baik kepe!!

if i were him, i think i might be snozzing in the bus.

So now i just have to countdown the days.

Really hope that him and the others will have a safe journey tru n fro Terengganu!!

Best Wishes in the Matches!! =DDD

Today, one very terrible thing happened to me.

Serious shit punye speaking!!

Well, its simple.

its my FRINGE!

i trimmed it wrongly.

from FRINGE, now it turns out to BANGS!!

wtf!

tis is like the second time it happened to me.

Sec 5 was the 1st.

OH DANG!!

Morning earlier on, I recieved a call from Syed Wan, our SPHMBO-ians.

told me that he got admitted to CGH for an eye infection.

woah! must be tt serious since he got admitted.

So might be visiting him tomorrow after school with Syaiful after sending deary Shabrinah to her floorball training.

The rest of the SPHMBO-ians? most of them are schooling, i mean far.

So yah. Kirim salam kepada Syed Wan from them pn jadilah yerr.

Im getting nervous for exams on 1st n 2nd!!

The day before that will be Kakak Inshirah's engagement.

woah! with tis terrible bangs? what can go any worse?

hmpmh!!

2009-05-24T02:16:00.001+08:00

:Misses you:

to u my sportman

2009-05-23T00:38:00.002+08:00

:Ritzal a.k.a Mr.Sportmanku/Mr.Policemanku

Tomorrow = Saturday

Saturday = Terengganu

Terengganu = Takraw

Takraw = Match

Match = 1week

1week = Silence from hp.

Oh well... so yah! That is sportmanku. he will be leaving for a week to terengganu match 2mr.

wawawewa!!! 1week eh?!!! tkper. i shall blaja x3 while he's away.

recordings awak masih ader with me!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!

aniwaes to awak, good luck fr ur match there later!!

Nursemu will always cheer u for victory.

Take good care and dont overtrain tau awak!!!

muuuuuuaaaaacccccckkksssss!!!

random names of wat-so-ever...

2009-05-22T23:23:00.002+08:00

Weird Names:

-Wentworth Malu George Bushy Bawah

-Malik Balik Terbalik.

-Maria Jay Jay Uncle Jengot.

-Patimah Petom Bte Pe'ah.

Weird Brands:

-Please eat pepek si indian (PEPSI!!)

-Naz eat xtra taik!! ( NEXT cigs)

2009-05-22T01:14:00.002+08:00

The day of the Good & the Bad.

Good parts:

Bio Paper II is do-able. muahaha! yes. no such words.

No more test papers!!

Get to meet Mr. Sportmanku like finally! hehe. *blush2*

Bad parts:

Stress for EXAMS next!!

Stained 3 times for the whole day outside.

1st noticed during break.

2nd noticed by Shab while at tamp interchange

3rd noticed under the blk 241 with him then buzzed home.

Wallet lupe nk bawak to school.

Super duper broke n ezlink kene top up!!

And i think im gonna be sick soooon!!

oh come on!! give me a break. I have stopped puffing!! setoopid rxn!

rupe-rupenye

2009-05-17T20:07:00.002+08:00

ok.. lets make it proper.
Terima kasih larh awak yer!!
kerana tidak memberi tahu kepada kita bahawa awak telah birikan talipon bimbitmu kepada rakan karibmu itu.
Betapa malunya kita ini tahu.
Beberapa banyak calls kita beri.
tetapi rupa-rupanya, ianya bukan bersama awak.
hmpmh!!
sampainya hatimu!
membuat hatiku.
terjadi begini.
kaki awak sakit nmpk!!
hehehe!! alahai..
rindu awak banyak2!!
=))

Dearest Deary Awak

2009-05-17T09:09:00.003+08:00

To you that ive known,
dont make me feel like this.
Baring it with your silence,
which somehow or rather i cant take it.
I do understand that you're busy,
a simple msg is all that i need.
Paranoia, why do you attack me?
I hate this feeling inside of me.
I dont want this thing to happen.
Signs of my emotional breakdown,
starting to show up.
I dont want to frown,
neither blowing up.
Just a simple voice of yours,
will make it flown away.

Sorry for the tremendous missed calls that ive made.
Sorry that im paranoid.
Sorry for making you even more stress.
Sorry for hanging up the phone last time.
Sorry for scolding you last time.
Sorry for everything.

Awak that i miss.
Awak that i think alot of.
Awak is the only place to bermanja.
Awak that give my strenght to forget my past.
Awak that makes me smile during our phone calls.
Awak adalah Mr. Sportmanku.
~~Kemanakah awak menghilang?~~

sadness to smilessssssssssss!

2009-05-12T21:50:00.002+08:00

when sadness turned to smiles,
when misses is being cured.

Silence from Mr. Sportmanku makes me worry.

Is he fine or is he not?

Is he avoiding me for whatever reason it is?

Is he this or is he that...

Yup! Im being sucha paranoid.

muaahahahah!

Oh cmon people, im sure you have been a paranoid before in your life rite?

ahahah!

so back...

msg are not being replied.

calls are not being returned.

even if i know that his ppd is running low.

oh silence of my phone.

However, smiles bloom into me(chey!! bloom kepe?! tkleh angkat uh Feetz!!)

After reading humble blog of his.

Controlling my feelings but it just flow.

Kite faham and apologies accepted. =D

So now i hope that you dont get to over stressed up.

I wishes that you could go through SM soon!

And no, I didnt pakse you go NS okeh!!

hmpmh!!

.kite rindu awak banget!.

S & R

2009-05-10T10:18:00.002+08:00

.Saturday.

.Shab.

.Syai.

.Suuu.

.Sheesha.

.Syiok.

.Sadness.

.Sorry.

.Him.

.Rindu.

.Smiles.

.4am.

.12.

.HuggiesDiapers.

.ButterflyKisses.

.Sayang.

hmm

2009-05-09T01:58:00.002+08:00

Slmt haribirth untuk SHABRINAH LOVESKU!

celebrating with her, syai, suu. sadly mr. sportmanku unable to join us. =(

a few more hours to go liou. so i shall go and study @ national library. =)

gy mampos uh blaja sorg2. =DD

geron projectku is so comels! must take the pic of it.

but how, its wif my teacher now.

ahaha!

just now, suddenly i have an emotional breakdown. haix... idklah ehk.

=DD

2009-05-02T10:49:00.003+08:00

hello people!!
miss me? chey!! dah sah perempuan tktau malu. hoho.
ive been fine lately. just seteressed up with my studies and projects.
And i think my geron project is doing well.
Well, i hope larh.
so manage to brainstorm on wat to do with the project.
i think it'll be great one.
hoho!!

someone is now at kl. :( rindu nyer aku tk dgr suara dier.
his so called farewell msg is so quite. ahahah!!
recordings sajelah boleh menjadi pengubat rindu. cheybedah chisbedebah betul!
haix... awak!! have a safe ride okeh?
.Puteri Andriana Sridewi Adawiyah Sarah.

=DDDD

2009-04-30T17:05:00.002+08:00

at school, class.
bored.
watching music video here and there.
singing here and there.
hmmm...
wan, haikal, nana, lyna finding songs for nurse's day.
rab termenung at the screen.
pffffffftt

MENDAK!!!

random nak mampos!

2009-04-28T23:17:00.002+08:00

2 words= Sleep Deprived. Simple reason= talking on the with Mr. Sportman. ahahah!!! namer pn baik! so yah... only had an hour+ of sleep only. dont blame him, its me. muahahahahah!! Met Fida early in the morning under Hafiz nyer blk to pass her notes back. walked to interchange. bused to tamp. oh sleepy droopy journey. i was like trying to sleep while standing. but it didnt went well. reason =bumpy ride. So at sch, after geron, it was extra bio class. Mata case tak leh make it. when ure mind is already wandering somewhere else. then u have the feeling when suddenly u feel like falling down to the cold hard floor. And ur actual body really did move. yes, it happen to me. but luckily it wasnt a great smash. S&W, walanne betul. from stadium to sports hall then to stadium again. nvm, another lesson besok. =DD!! (skip scenes). Bused 39 home with Ain and boyf. ahahah! sempat camwhore. then di yishun, go 211. di 211, bernyanyi2 lah kami.(me, fida, fkhri, zaid. then Farhan joined in and also Zee). lagu tkleh angkat beb. BOYBANDS!!! hohoho! standard larh ehk kalau dh lepak kat 211. lagu2 legend semua klua.

and wat am i typing now is actually tkder maksud. dah sah fidzah ini banyak dier punye randomtasi shitass! ahahahaha!! i dont even kow wat am i typing about!! siak siak betul lurh aku nie. Ba Alif Be Yer= BABI!! -_____________-"""

baik baik baik dan banyak baik

2009-04-27T23:04:00.003+08:00

hello hello!

its me again!! =D

Im having more pressure at school now.

Mdm Qian announced that we will have 2 bio projects soon!!

MAMPOS!! so now there's geron, pm2, microbiological, phamaclogical projects. 4 PROJECTS IN LESS THAN 7WEEKS????!!!!

mcm gini boleh constipated seh.. urgh!! so up coming test will be Bio Sc II tis thursday.
and i have yet to read up.
oh tidak!!

and maybe its just me.. hmm..idk lah ehk. wouldnt it be great if there are lot of guys like kamu. muaahhhahahahah!!
i shall not jump into conclusion. If ure reading this, hmm, tell u this. i have this feeling of excitment when u msg me. hoho! ntahlah ehk...hmmmmmmm..... is tt a good thing or a bad thing? shall see. Friday holiday, n ure gg for the match. goody luck!!! hmpmh!!!

a week review

2009-04-26T21:48:00.006+08:00

HELLO THERE KAMU!!

im quite stressed. due to phase test, geron project, pm2 project, other tests!!!
phase test is done yesterday. satu balak dah lepas, berbalak-balak more to go.
oh tidak!!! oh yes!! oh gosh!! oh my!! OH WOW!!

life has been fine n lovely. but tis week i didnt meet up with shab n syai. :(
rindu mereka. besides the fact that i do miss the Zabebehs. haix.. but yalah.. i really do miss them all, eventhough sometimes some are irritating. but they are just what they are.

to someone, thanks for the endless laughter while talking late night with u. ure way much more different from others that i know. nvr ever failed to make me smile or laugh. the understanding, sweet type of guy. u denied bcuz u cant stand cruelty. to u and some others, its a bad thing to do. but to us girls, especially me, u are just protecting us. and tt is a sweet act of yours. ure so just. And i miss you alot.

~~And I think im beginning to like you.~~

~~I mean those kind of like.~~

~~.Hmm.~~

oh well hello!

2009-04-17T16:54:00.002+08:00

Hello hello there kamu kamu semua!!
apa habak?
siak je aku nie. now currently at school.
bored larsey!!! hoho.

aku rindu kamu semua!! ok bye!!

tomorrow's today

2009-04-12T22:38:00.003+08:00

Schooling tomorrow. Goodbye year 1. And say Hello year 2.
More stress.
More bio.
More tension.
More pimples break-out.
More projects.
More tests.
More exams.
More striving for GPAs.
More phase test(IV Drip).
More, more and more!!

btw, thanks for the heartache momentum.
~~.ihateyou.~~

wednesday wonders

2009-04-08T16:33:00.003+08:00

:SexyPantatsFeeex&MushiPantatsFeetz:

yesterday went to northpoint with kakakku.

bumped over Mahirah and Basirah.

They both asked me the same question.

"Afiqah ader contact kau?"

Afiqah known as Afeeex to me.

My "Pantats" friend.

And Mahirah n Basirah are her close friends.

So they asked me that kind of question.

What those that means?

None of us knows her whereabouts.

She is uncontactable.

The last time I ever lepaked with her was on October last year.

Till now, no news of her.

She doesnt uses friendster, blogs anymore.

There was once I asked her brother,Azil.

He only said she was fine.

And nothing else.

Oh shucks.

saturday saviour

2009-04-07T16:47:00.004+08:00

♥Heroes of saturday: Zee & Zaid. ♥

Reason being is because that i dont have to walk to and fro madrasah.
Zee sent me to madrasah while Zaid fetch me from madrasah.

One word:SPLENDID!

Now i hope my deary friend is doing A-OK.

Get well soon!!

~~N HE is filled with suprises this few days.~~

~~The reason why is so damn easy.~~

.Well.oh.Well.

loves

2009-04-04T14:58:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST SISTER INSHIRAH!!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO RUZAINA!!!

HAPPY BELATED 19th BADASSDAY TO AJIIIEEE GEREK DOK ON EARTH!!

randomness acts

2009-04-03T22:59:00.004+08:00

Out of randomness:

Hafiz(my online friend) asked me how am i.
Shaz asked me out.
Anwar asked me out too.
I miss Nur Liyana ~~Tharmin~~.
I want to go to gigs.
I want The Sallys to play me Kopi Dangdut again.
I want to meet Shab n Syai.
I miss the old Za Bebehs.
I want to meet up Charisma Rodillo Marasigan.
I miss Mendaki times at Raffles Place.
I miss solving maths sums/algebra.
Wonders how is Afeex and Farhan, my pantats!
Sphmbo is the biggest group tt i have.
I had a random chat with HazimahSpeedy on tuition crushes in 2007. =D
Yaya misses me and she owes me pasta.

huh?

2009-03-30T17:01:00.002+08:00

Im lost.

oh tidak!

Computerku nuts!

hari hari cuaca panas!

bankrupt in poker games!

Im broke!

I cant even bother whether or not he is my boyf.

boredom at home with nothing at all!

Meeting my effed-up guyfriend soon this wednesday.(shaz)

I miss all my other friends!!

I hope she is coping well, sorry i cant accompany u on tt day darla.

oh well!

some some

2009-03-27T22:48:00.002+08:00

hello loves!!!
i know i have not been updating my blog for quite a looooonnnggg time.
it nearing a month.
oh yes.

its just tt my comp breakdown. *sobness*
wanna upload but cant.
oh shucks betul.

im fine.
school's ok. but bio is a migrane for me.
confused perhaps. but going to make a statement for it soon.
*i guess*

i think tts all for now.
more updates soon ok?
hehehe!!

hp tantrums!

2009-03-09T22:17:00.001+08:00

MY PHONE IS DAMAGE!!!!

LUCKILY MY SIS HAS A SPARE PHONE!!!
BUT CANT USE MY MEMORY CARD!!!
ASSWIPES BETUL LARH!!!
BABI BODOH URGH!!!

2009-03-07T17:23:00.000+08:00

.Bore.

& ure such a whore.

ok. the whore part its random.

MENDAK LARH ASSWIPES!

long time coming

2009-03-05T16:01:00.002+08:00

sorie dearest deary!!
i know ive neglected my blog.
and its like almost a month since i last blog.
hoho

im at home. and yes!!!
im sick well again! thanks to my attachy fren , trishna thapa!!!
well she got it from dearest selvi actually.
THANKS ALOT for sharing drinks.
hohohoh! n futher more, i have to replace on saturday.
how sad!!!

btw!! Cant wait for MONDAY!!!
SKOLA DAH NAK BUKAK OI!!!
yessarh!! but i know its going to be a tough one.

and im kinda sad. reason is because my crush is currently "Dating" with someone else!
sobness!!! haix.. i really miss talking to him. Shab, im sure u know who im talking about.
oh shucks. what to do. im late for it. :(:(:(
booohuuuu for meee!!! oh well, friends thats it!! =DD
atleast dapat contact balik larh kn. hoho!!
=DDDD

OH YAH!!!
I want to meet syai and shab soon ok!!
i dont care uh kalau korg ader plans ke tk.
hmpmh!!
okok!

with loves!
HAHAHAFEEEETZAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!

2009-02-08T16:47:00.002+08:00

Hello kamu, kamu n kamu!

yelah, no one tags me anymore.

haix..

yesterday!!!

saw fina at 211!!

after a quite long time sia!!

so yes... almost everyday drop-by to 211 after work.

Its like a routine for me already.

So, rudy and zaid made 2 new songs.

1-lyrics from zaid called engkau tercipta untukku

2- lyrics from fida called Oh Ayah

.Fina!!.Smiling wide while Fida is singing.
.Hello there RUDY!.

.Dol found a new bantal, Zaid.

.The friendly next blk neighbour Hafiz Lalat!.

WAAAAAH!! a week have passed since we step into ward 8A.

so far, ok larh. getting hang of it.

the passing report time, we do miss about the fracture tib fib, # R nof and all those stuffs.

I MISS 12D can?

hohohoh!

so? what? hah! hmm.. ( im out of titles already u see!)

2009-02-02T10:48:00.004+08:00

People people.

someone please knock some sense out of my head.

or maybe tt asslobang guy i preferred.

Oh no! Oh yes! Oh tidak! Oh ya!

Effing mf asslobang ~~byotch~~.

I wanna go jalan-jalan can?

Fida! jom! we jalan-jalan at causeway point like last time.

Hohoho. just waste the time there looking here and there.

I wanna go Xray guys can?

-___-"

Fuck! now i talk like a desperado.

NOT!!

To musaibot pokaiwark,

stop making people confused will ya?

Ruin people life is your effing profound hobby isit?

EEEERRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!

............

2009-01-28T11:46:00.001+08:00

I have this uneasy feeling.

Oh no. Not again.

Oh eff larh sak!!!!!!

TIDAK!!!!

.smiles

2009-01-27T19:15:00.002+08:00

Have faith oh dearest me!!

I know you can do it!!

Eff him off your head!!

Go on with your wonderful life.

And be your normal old self.

Everyone wants that from you now.

You can do it all night long!!

-______-"

Pet society @ facebook gerek.

211 lovelys, i miss all of u.

the rest, i love you all!!

hohoh!

syai n shab, the recording masih aku ader.

ok best!!!!

better now or better not

2009-01-24T18:05:00.003+08:00

Those words you told me are reasonable.

Oh well. Oh perhaps.

So now we're fine I guess.

Eventhough how angry I can get,

I still do care and love you.

I hope that you're to.

I love you sayang.

Hope that you treat me the way I want to.

Oh shucks!!!

♥♥♥

tell me you people!!

2009-01-23T22:33:00.002+08:00

"Oh god this poison’s spreading

Can’t feel the ground beneath my feet

My hands won’t stop shaking

My legs are crippled from defeat

My vision’s getting blurry

My heart is breaking as you speak

Won’t you listen to me?

To me?!

One moment at a time

With nothing but your eyes

You make me scream

Stop and let me breathe"

Im feeling so effed up with this situation of mine.

Come on larh ehk. If u were have not meet that special someone for around 2weeks plus, obviously you'll be wanting to me him/her again right?

You would want to spend good quality time with him/her am i right?

And tell me how do you feel that if you already told him/her that you want to make plans with and they actually AGREED.

Then at the very very last minute when you're prepared with your things packed for the plan which suppose to be held after you finish your work shift, after giving countless of missed calls to him/her and even msg-ed, then him/her said "I'm lazy to go out uh"

HOW WOULD YOU ACTUALLY FEEL ABOUT THAT??!!

Frustrated?

Fed-up?

Fucked up?

Want to throw tantrums?

Feel like banging you head onto the wall?

I'm very sure that you will feel like that right?

And worse still, for girls who are having their PMS?

It will be doubled the frustrations, am I right my lovelys?

my oh my..

2009-01-15T23:19:00.002+08:00

Fever here. Fever there.
URGH!!! im just so sick of being sick larh!!!
yup yup yup!!!
Im still sick now. Yesterday was the worse fever in my life larsey!!
I was having 39.2C of fever, bad headache and the great thing is --------->DIARRHOEA!!!
walanne!! countless of visit to the toilet i tell you.
Its like every 30mins need to say HELLO to the toitoi.
So yah..MC-ed today AGAIN!! exactly one week ago i have my first mc sia.
How low can my immune be rite now? :(

So how was attachment?
quite ok larh. just didnt prefer having that CI.
She will ask us those irrelevant qns i tell u.
And the best thing, we have to submit a reflective framwork by tomorrow.
GEREK PER?!!!! -_________-""""""""

211 oh 211....
i sudenly miss fina and afro (aku pn syg kau ehk Fida!!). Fina is in camp. Afro, at times she will come down with Siddique.
And, just because i have a big thigh, someone will "pillow" it.
-__________-""" chantek sungguh uhh!!
And ive come to a conclusion of not continuing on ciggying. erps... FIDA!!! help ehk!! hahahaha!!!
my tonsils are still swollen up lurh.
hohohoh.

zul oh zul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I miss my only one masham boy zulkifli!!!
how sweet of he when he got to know that i was terribly sick yesterday.
Even sweeter when he wakes me up when im working morning shift.
awwwwwww.. eventhough he can be a pain in my ass, i still love him ok!
He always loves to make me panic, i tell you. hmpmh!!
Yesterday late night, i help him to apply for higher nitec.
pening dok nk carik for his application.
Well, this is wat happened once a person ord from ns.
dont know where to work, dont know wat to do.
haix... n when oh when will i meet him again? :(

tooooora.
iloveyouall.
iloveyoumysayang!!!

ehemmm

2009-01-09T20:31:00.002+08:00

hello there loves!!! im back liou!! hoho!!!
oh yes... life have been complicated indeed.
& i decided to patch things up.
well, afterall, im at fault to.. in a certain reason that is lurh!!
hoho!!

hows attachy? splendidly tired and exhausted. i had an MC for yesterdays'.
2mr have to do replacement. urrrggghhh!! one thing i hate about getting mc(s) during attachments.
& getting myself a mc is sooooo not me larh!!
but i did bcuz i overshot my sleep, n i DO have sore throat and fever and cough and running nose okeh?!!!!

:oh.shucks:

walking through this world

2009-01-03T22:11:00.003+08:00

Attachment on monday larrrrssseeeeeyyy!!!

Oh gosh, and im sooooo not quite ready yet larh kan.

First day je morning shift.

chantek sungguh!! feeeewwiiiiiittt!!!

-____________________-""

I'll be dragging my body to move on the 1st day indeed.

But cant wait for it larsey.

Azizi said we're gonna do gossips.

Wooooohooooo!! Fun Fun Fun!!!

Fida oh fida!!!

jumpe kau on monday ok???

RINDU AKU SANGAT KEPE?

ahahaha!!

aku pon larh!!!

sayang kau larh!!

ok dah.

the end

.iloveyouallokbebehs.

uuuurrrrrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!

2009-01-02T21:10:00.004+08:00

Im left confused.

Im stress about you.

I cant take it anymore from you.

I hope you realized what you did.

Your mistake and actions are way over tolerence.

And now im not sure what are we.

Because you talk to me as though nothing happened just now.

Seriously I cant take it any longer from you.

I think I'm better off without you.

:sorry:

love like this

2008-12-27T15:56:00.003+08:00

yayness me!!
finally ive met up with my boyf yesterday after a long run of 2weeks of not jumpe-ing.
hahaha! we lepaked all the way and treat our stomach a meal from burger king.
snaps a few pictures, which sadly to tell you guys, i cant post it cause he doesnt let me to. -_-"
had a slight fight, due to me also. Sorie ok sayang?
And i realised the diffs btw this relationship and previous 3 relationships.
Fight alot in this one. Makes me realized tt he actually cares.
A-w-w dot dot dot. (Aww...)

attachment starting soon.
And cant wait larh. Had at late night chat with ashwini on christmas eve.
hahaha! talking abt sch and attachment stuffs.
oh cant wait cant wait!

Oh! And, im going for a diet starting from today onwards!!!
Anyone wanna go jogging/ gym?
TEXT ME LIOU!!!!

deary deary!!!

2008-12-26T10:36:00.002+08:00

Deary deary lovelys of ite simei nursing friends,

especially to my lovely gerekans classmates of JN0804D!!

Results are out oredi.

If u have subscribe to send ur results via sms,

im sure you're aware of it.

And im so glad of mine!!!

its like, wawawewa!!

but still have to strive for the best.

And im sure the rest of you will right?

YAYNESS!!

Hope all of you passed your exam aite?

love you all!!!

okok.

bye.

im off to meet him.

WAAAAH!!!

so ealy in the morning!!!!

rindu aku ehk? hohohoh! samer larh!!!

2008-12-23T15:21:00.002+08:00

Alalala.

Fida oh Fida.

Rindu aku nmpk!!

hehehe! aku pn rindu kau larh!!

haiyoh! aku nk turun 211 but i cant liou.

terperap kat kat rumah.

5th jan aku start attachy aku turun okeh?

n hmm....

tarik dearest zulkifli turun situ?

susah dapat.

love korg korg nie semua okeh?!!

Shuz oh shuz.

stay strong my dearest shuz.

kau nangis2 nnt tk lawa.

make-up hancur.(ehk tk, kau nyer sentiase intack)

nnt muke jessica albs kau berubah menjadi ntah ape form pun aku tktau.

hoho.

we are here for you okeh!!

oh sphmboians!!!

aku rindu korg banget dan sungguh the very banget ok?!! miss those times we had last year. oh! its going to a year!! ARGH!!! oh yaah!! did ya watch the show Tabah II at suria smlm? CIK IPIN LARH OI!! such a sad story of his.

ok dah

N I effing miss my boyf larh!!

where or where could my love be?

2008-12-21T11:37:00.006+08:00

:capture.my.heart:

My love where have you been?

I've been waiting for your call every minute.

B!!!!!!!

Imissyousomuch.

And you know that dont you?

Its hard to contact you.

oh eff.

I.want.you.now.oh.dearest.zulkifli!

2008-12-19T20:45:00.002+08:00

~~*numb.silence.aimless.gone*~~

Dearest,
I may not be the perfect girlfriend that you ever dream of.
I dont talk much when im with you,because i want to hear you speak.
We argue most of the time. Oh yes I agree.
Sometimes it makes me wonder why oh why are we like this.

Dearest,
Hold me tight, please oh please.
All I want is you to be there with me.
Never let this go.
Stay with me and lets build our own paradise.
Just for you and me my love, my only one.

Dearest,
I know these are just all words.
But Im saying this from the bottom of my heart.

My love,
Iloveyou.

those misses & kisses

2008-12-11T17:10:00.003+08:00

^___^

Hello loves!! much me much?ERPSSS!!! I miss a certain guy!! oh yes yes. I really do. Who is he? my boyf larh u dumbass!!! member amik lesen lupekan aku nie skrg. hmpmh!!! one bad habit of his is that he doesnt bring his hp when he's outside. -____-" how geram can that be? VERY LARH!! nonetheless, have to adapt. *now i feel like doing tt when im out.heheh.evillaugh.ok no larh. i wont okeh!!* 1 week+ of not meeting. baik dan chantek sungguh very the max larh. those smiles.. oh shucks!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!IMISSYOUVERYMUCHLARHSAYANG!!!!!!

N i cant really wait to meet my classmates on the 13th dec, this coming saturday. Class Picnic yaww!!! SEMUA JN0804D harus datang ehk!! i dont care!!! weee!! loves!!

Lastly, I MISS LEPAKING @ 211 larh. aku rindu korg semua liou!! & fida!! i read on tt setoopid blog. perangai kebabian betul per sak org tu? siaaalll betul!! cepuk sikit muke dier! heheheh! i still love you okeh?! & today is the day when our dearest Nur Safinah goes to camp. kak fina akan ber-training untuk menjadi seorang polis larsey!!! feeeewiiit!! im gonna miss her, especially in piciting her teteks! hahahaha! GO FINA GO!!!!!

♥♥♥♥♥

loveees!!

2008-12-06T21:21:00.006+08:00

Hello people. im feeling splendid!!

Now the holidays.

ok chantek. will be stuck at home larh from now on until 5th JANUARY 2008.

will be golek-goleking at the katil most of the time and maybe fall like nangka busuk.

talking about busuk, now i miss busuk masam boy!!

*he hates the part when i call him boy*

hoho.

I went "shopping" on the 3rd dec with dearest fida and fakhri!!

macam gerek gitu ehk? shop at causeway point with our nursing uniform.

waaah!! best sungguh.

until didnt realise it was 7pm oredi.

THURSDAY!!

met fidah first thing in the morning and teman-ed her to tamp for nurses watch.

she shop again. cant tell wat did she shop larh ehk.

secret.*huuusssshh!*

sarapan-ed at the kedai budget giler!

NASI AYAM AT $1.80 ONLY!!

kenyang jugak tau!

so she left tamp around 12pm.

while i waited for my masam boy to arrive at pasir ris.

*banyak larh u punye pakaian selekeh ehk!*

^-^

soooo mrted to city hall and went to watched BOLT!!

that dog is sungguh comel!!

the hamster is effing irritating.=DD

after the movie, swensens time.

*Salmon&mushroom baked rice.MINE!*

*Breaded Chicken something..HIS!*

no desserts.

full stomach already.

then we walked to the bustop and took 171.

long journey. =DDD

reached yishun.

had quality time talking.

taxi-ed me home.

*u must be wondering y taxi rite?*

hahahaha!

FRIDAY!!

birthday!!!!!!!

18 per?! ok best.

spent time with darling Shabrinah & Syaiful!!

they blanja me at popeye city hall there.

Pics says it all.

THANK YOU LOVELYS!!

Swensens AGAIN!

today that is with parents.

boyf will hentam me for sure!!

haha!

ok dah.

malas uh!

Thanks to all those birthday wishes!!

ILY!!

& if u were to ask abt his pics, hmm..

he doesnt like to take pics, so sad.

but soon.

iloveyousayang!!

last of it

2008-11-30T11:24:00.003+08:00

The last few days at school then off to clinical 1.2.

Im gonna miss JN0804D indeed larh!

time flies fast indeed, next week is our exam.

18 dec is our gathering!! & celebrating the december babies. =DD

bsk sudah decmber okeh.

And i have yet to study for my papers.

AND im glad about all my test results!!!!!

yayness larsey!!* i miss using the word larsey. =D*

oh deary class. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!

♥♥♥

:♥JN0804D♥:

:Reach out HIGH!:

:PrincessNasiha:♥

:Ridhwan:
:SpeedyFaddy:♥

:Shuz!:♥

:Ena!:♥

:Ifah♥:

:FeeeZaaah!:♥

:♥Rina:

Taken by MIMI! using boy's canon camera! LAWA LARH!! *i want the camera!*

♥:Iloveyoulyna!:♥

weeeeeeeeeeekeeeeeeeeeeeeeends!

2008-11-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

hello there my lovelys.

imissallofyouindeed!!

hoh!

how have you been lately?

I hope its splendid bebeh! =D

oh yah!! FINA & AZRIN FINALLY TURUN 211!!

been longggg indeed.

so on friday @ duasatusatu i've petik a few pics.

& now im going to do a story telling with these pictures.

OK GO!

Fakhri: Nah lah! amik nie handphone i. B nie sikit-sikit pn nak jealous tau.

Fida: Sudah lah tu B. U nie pn satu. kene sikit je dah melenting, merajok saner-sini. aperlarh u nie.

Husaini (Zi) :Aper nie korg gaduh-gaduh. tak baik tau bertengkar. Fakh,kau nie asal lah senang merajok? Kau merajok nnt muke kau buruk tau!!

Husaini (Zi) : Meh buat muke mcm gini. berseri sikit wajah korg tu. tk lah monyong jer kn? Mari kita bikin samer2 muke nie. Cepat.

Fida & Fakhri: Tidak mengape larh Zi. Aper kate we smile from ear to ear together. Nk?

Zi: Haix... Pandai jugak korg nie yer.. ok CHANTEK!!! jom! we make a "family potrait".

Zi: Ok, Since skrg korg semua dah happy, this is my treat. Mari!! Kita makan roti with kaya!! AKU BLANJA!!!

The Story is sponsered by DICKIES!!!

ok tak? my story.

oh that story is just a make-up ehk!

ILOVEYOUGUYS!!

Fida,Fakhri,Husaini(Zi)

WEEEEEEKENDSSSS!!!!

Weeding of Kak Shikin & Abg Shafiee.

Located @ Bedok Reservoir Blk 614.

Saturday Nikah

:Lovely.Reds:

Sunday

:Oh.This.is.Love:

:At the reception with Amirah & Raudha:

:Sign Mai, Jangan tk sign!:

:Pakcikku yg gerek!:

:Paman Sani!:

:The Newlyweds:

:Oh Cake!:

:Happily.Married:

:The.End:

ooooowwwweeeee

2008-11-20T19:45:00.002+08:00

Currently at CafChat.
im playing the game that Fida & Fakhri told me yesterday.
at www.hotel626.com
SERAM GILER OR WHAT SIA!!
but its cool uh.
for those fainted heart,advisable not to go.
but still stubborn, go lah!
but its only on 6pm to 6am only.
ok bye for now!
i love you guys!!

oh yessss

2008-11-19T22:08:00.003+08:00

How am i feeling rite now?

A smug on my face!

ok..Was shocked & speechless at the moment.

But think positive thoughts. =D

Im feeling fuckingly motivated right now.

Wanna know why?

ask me personally bebeh!!!

EFF YOU LARH SIA!!!

oh i see..... hmmmm....

2008-11-17T21:28:00.003+08:00

Ok I shall not.

Freeze it. Just hush.

Oh my!!

Shall not say it any further.

Ok bye!

-____-"

Hmmm.....

.OK,shut!.

(guessing....Right...-___-")

another

2008-11-15T15:12:00.005+08:00

hello my sayangs!!!! muacks3!! ive been okok. been tearing for 3days but not straight days larh.
reason why is because:

Monday- I saw my ex while in the bus. lepaking near his blk. text him until set me to tears(for a certain reason on wat we did text)

Tuesday-That pain-in-the-ass guy was there @ 211. i was shocked. But luckily it was just for a while only. panic! at the block sebentar sak aku!!!

Today-will tell below at the moment later.

OH!!! ive passed my BEH paper 1!! wow! aku tk belajar, well i did but i just cant absorb it in my brain. -_____-" n furthermore.... that P.I.P.E.S tk kluar!!! babi betul larhkn!!

MONDAY!!!!!!!

fuh3!! kecoh di block 211.. pasar malam ada, aper lagi, FOOD3!!!! hahha! Sen was back from Taiwan n went back on Thursday. He bought us 10 lembu(inside joke)!! Burger Ramli tt is. hahah! and also brought Absolute Vodka 100. i didnt drink it of course!!! but i want to. but NO!! the most worst knock-out was not other then Hafiz Lalat!!! muntah beb! but i wasnt there, cuz i went back hm oredi.

THURSDAY!!!!

A happy birthday to dearest hanafi!! si mat jiwang/mat kiwi(for some reasons). N seriously!!! Asal ehk korg? asal FENDI ehk? oh damn.. y not _ _ _ _? hahaha! k not.

Friday!!!!!!!!

Oh3!!!! Rudy came down!!! banyak rindu liou. =DDDDDDDDDDDD & FIONA ZEE!!!! loves!!! that baby uh...cant lepas from her one! so effing cute i shall say.

SHABRINAH SAYANG!!!!

went back home with her on wednesday and thursday.

rindu dier banyak2 liou!!

I effing miss hanging out with her.

gossiping here and there.

fuhh3!!

And i hope there's more coming up loves!!!

SATURDAY!!!!!(today)

Finally graduated from Madrasah Darul Makmur.

YAYNESS!!!!!

It was so sentimental moment that i cried to the part when u need to give a note to your parents.

Almost all cried OK!!

Syahid's note was so touched!!( im going to miss him. =( )

serious shit i tell you.

And im so glad to see ghani!!!! like waaaah!!

i freaking miss him lah!!

dah lah tk gy jln raye wif them on tt time.

:Ariff.Ghani.Asyraf:

:Zana.Safrinah.Hanifah.Me!:

:know him since was Sec3!GHANI!!:

:Gonna miss u indeed!:

:Our dearest Ustaz Fazly!:

:Ladies.with.Ghani:

:Ladies.With.Ariff:

ILOVEYOU&MISSYOU ALL!!!

I still have them in my life. And I treasure them very much.

2008-11-09T21:07:00.004+08:00

Hello lovelys!!!!

Miss me? Miss me?

How have i been lately this week?

Splendid!! Routine lepak-ing there, cracking up with dearest gfs @ school, S&W "FUNtastic".

But I must be attentive in class!! Effing serious i tell you!!

NEXT MONTH IS THE 1.2 EXAM YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!

Apperently, my dearest Gfs,starting monday, unable to do their routine @ school like last time due to certain issues.
*tkpelah ehk korg.the routine will be back soon enough.im sure of it*

pic above *baik uh!!!*

thnx to marlina for the idea.

look like cool little idiotic pose. hahaha!

k tk ehk!!!

POSE OK!!!!

ok lame.

-_-"

And so, on that day also, shuz and nasiha did piercing at the ears.

Shuz did at the small little thingy there.

Nasiha did it at the earlobe.

Then on Friday, Marlina did on her tongue(again)!

N that is that not so irritating, "ok", ermms...next block neighbour/lepak friend of mine.
Namely, Hafiz Lalat.

Posing with not so ~~his bike~~. It's Fauzi's Super Empat.

-___________________________-"

On that day, he was effing bored when the others are at the other side talking bout bikes. So he decides to bring Dol's & Fauzi's bike around the block.

-_-" dah sah tk der kerje nyer orang.

Oh yes!! And Zaid came down twice this week!!

& made new friend called Mon,Nurul's sister.
Alermak!! Melatah jugak!!

baiks sungguhs lurhs!!

Even watched Wujud 2 @ Sid's cribs with Fida, Fakhri & Afro.
Freaking scary to me!

Especially when they zoom the image.

oh eff!

THURSDAY!!!!!!!

wawawewa!! i love this, I Love This, I LOVE THIS!!

It was Adventure Rope day for us!!!

However the rope course is short. =(

still, ENJOY IT!!! =DDD

I was looking forward to this day actually.

I mean it i tell you!!

Taken by dearest Yati!!thnx babes!

I was very nervous still, i must say.

& aftermath, my legs(the base), was cramping!

Reason, the rope!

N we're so damn lucky that we went to panjat it early.
Bcoz, an hour plus later, the rain started to pour down. Sadly, a few of the were unable to do their course. awwwwww... =DDD

YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!
went T3 wif my family exculding dad n abg ipar ku. was there from 4plus to 9. oh fuckthewhat! Ate at popeye's!! 1st time siol. ok belo!! the biscuits = sper yummy!! Then i bought 2 bottles of jelly beans!! for school & also home!! even bought shower gel from The body shop. Super cheap! 2 @ 14.90bux! Kak In bought Hp strap of Emily the strange. suke suke. but dont know how to put it on the hp. -_____-" aku jgk kene pasangkn. then laze around @ Coffee Bean & Tea Leaves. Kak Pau boght drinks, Mum bought desserts. waaaah!! stuffed giler siols!!!

random act

2008-11-01T21:10:00.002+08:00

I keep missing you lately. I know that you're just well. Pretty well with your lovely life. Yes, we are friends for now indeed. & I know I shouldn't have text you at all. But, it was greatful that you actually replied to me. Its no longer the same on the phone now though. I keep thinking that you're around me, somewhere. Sweet words of yours playing around my mind. But the words saying " I miss those lips that makes me fly" turns bitter whenever I saw you there. I know its just simply 20days. However, that 20days, I've grown to be a better person. Sadly enough, all those things have beem blemished with those words that I didn't wanna hear you speak. So now everything turns rotten. Do you even care, oh dearest ex/friend?

Coming Monday=Behavioural Sc Test 1= ~~Study~~=STRESS

Smile like you mean it.

melatah syndrome only occurs to malays?

2008-11-01T20:40:00.004+08:00

Oh oh oh! This is the video taken by ME @ 211.

It is a video of my 3 deary friends melatah-ing. And they are Fida, Fakhri & Zaid!! And thanks to dearest neighbour Hafiz Lalat to achieve them melatah especially at Zaid! Kesian dier, nk tahan malatah but failed. hoho!! Loves them to bits and pieces! And sorry ehk aku post vid ini. hoho! SAYANG KORG!!

Oh yah! have you ever wonder why this "Melatah Syndrome" only occurs to the malays. Hmm.....hohohoh!!

ok bye!

comel kn?

2008-11-01T00:23:00.002+08:00

alermak! cute nyer kau!!

And thats baby Fiona Zee/Fiona Natasha.(dont ask why)

haix....i wanna have a baby can?

ohs ohs. kene sikit je dah takut, beh nk anak. ishk aku nie.

but yups!!! they're like so cute!!

How am i doing?

preety fine!! =DDD

life's a routine larhkn.

and thursday ZAID TURUN!!

fuh3. nk tahan melatah pn tk dpt.

thnx to my dearest next block neighbour hafiz lalat!!

video taken and to be posted soon.

ok bye.

hahah!

time check larh sikit.

i dozing off to sleep bebeh!

nights loves!

okto babies

2008-10-26T16:26:00.002+08:00

:Oh hello there loves!!:

October babies that i know from the recent week.

Haix.. Lamer nyer december!!

So look below to see the okto babes and dudes.

:winks:

:Dearest Mum's 51st & Lovely Herleen 17th Birthday Falls on the 20th:

:This bloody pain in the ass Isram. Oh well, Happy 21st BirdDay to you though(22oct):

:This all time favourite during lepak moments guy and loves kacau-ing him named Zaid! Turns 23rd on 24th of Okto. Stay kecoh & comel always!:

:Lastly to our dearest Princess Nasiha who is now at the legal age of 18 on 25th of Okto. This lovely lady whom ive been in the same class since sec2. hohos! WE LOVE YOU NASIHA!!!:

So thats all about the birthdays the previous week. So yah!! how am i doing lately? GREAT!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. love my life. treasuring every moment, every minute, every seconds. School have been fun. And my phase test went smoooooothly. *Alhamdulillah* My lovely gfs always crack up new stuffs. & as usual, camwhoring is our best!! What can i say? The camera loves us!!!! chey3! -_-" And and!!! I just got to know from my 2nd sis yesterday that ATREYU, AS I LAY DYING & STORY OF THE YEAR is coming to Singapore this coming 9th november! Oh fuck!! 95buxx larsey!! Mummy please!! i wanna meet my long lost Husbands can? -_-" dream on fidzah..... ok dreaming.......... ok snap!!! I bought myself a new backpack from dickies today at causeway point. ok cheap. 39buxx. and stooopid me, i didnt realize that another shop sells it to but more designs. & mine is the very very last piece from that shop. hmmmm. i wonder anyone in my school have the same design as mine.. HAH!

Oh YAH!!!

Selamat Pengantin Baru kepada Kak Shirin(PH csc) & Husband and also kepada Kak Mas(EN TTSH ward 11D) & Husband which falls on today. Sorry that i didnt attend both of your weddings. I hope both of you couples will be blessed with children etc soon. May your marriage will last till eternity.

:bbye LOVES!:

:& I wish to have a boyf as my birthday present preety please!:

blank blank blank to the hardcore? ftw!

2008-10-19T22:21:00.002+08:00

This is the 200th post that im posting right now.

And lets just make it simple for me and you.

IM FREAKING BORED TO THE HELL LARSEYY!!!

Asshole ber-rolling-rolling on the floor like one nangka busuk.

Cramping me face like taik dah kat penghujung tapi toilet semua out of service.

Feel like slacking one corner and just laze my life away like orang dah tkder hope untuk hidup.

And serious shit sia!! Saper sak itu SugarDaddy.

Tolong lah jgn berperangai macam jantan takde buah apple connected kat badan kau.

& I want to meet Rudy The Nurse who lepaks @ 211.

I miss your live voice when you sing your own songs!

can can can?

Oh...you're having your attachment.

k tkper. but atleast turun lah encik rudy oi!

you're missed!

& lastly....

I ♥ my sayanngs!

-Nil-

2008-10-18T15:43:00.002+08:00

hello sayangku!!

sorry2 didnt update my blog lately.

been schooling bebeh!

Love schoooooooooooool!!=DDDDDD

Yups!! school have been a blast for me.

eventhough i can be moody at times. =D

pictures here and there like the usuals.

but things are different of course,

noone accompany me back home, as in a boyf.(dh start lagi!HAH!)

but still the routine of after school!

yayness!!!!! =DDD

time break, biaselah ehk.

Mata satu2 mcm x-ray machine larhkn.(u get wat i mean?)

HAH! standard larh ehk !! wanna look what happen when nurses have nothing else better to do in class?

Look below. =DDD

:Choose your new friend bebeh?:

:Or maybe the love of you life?:

Ideas from Yati loves!!!

Yesterday's enrichment programme is a wonderpantsful of fun! really love it. The games of never ending laughter. And my group was a blast!! =DD biase larh...kite2 jgk. klah...done. dah malas. bbye loves!!!!

jalan raye wif lovelys!!!

2008-10-12T16:21:00.002+08:00

: Yati Baby:
SHUZ!!!!
Sayaaaaang mereka!!
Alalala...swits!

Jalan raya with my lovely classmates(SOME ONLY! HMPMH!!)

Sungguh meriah suasana!! Loves!!!!

Went to Miss Julie's house.fuhfuh!! I MISS HER!!!

the raya-ing took place on 10th & 11th of Oct.

most bwk boyf on 11th, kesian kan lah aku nie.

yelah...aku tkder boyf.

tengok korg loving2 menjealouskn aku.

I WANT A BOYF!!

HAH!

haiyoh... like wth larh kn?

ohoh!! tomorrow its schooling.

errrpppsssss!!

and i havent read the behavourial science book!!

damn luhh ehk!! so the very lazy to do it.

oh bummer..

went to aliyas's crib just now.

ader open house beb!

went with bdk csc.

yelahh..aku sorg pompuan je per!!!

haiixx...

k....im starting my laziness right now.

k bye!!!

thinking of good thoughts. =D

2008-10-06T21:58:00.004+08:00

yes oh yes!! trying to coool myself down from NOT thinking of my problems.

Can can can? ^.^'

still running but hope its going going gone. =D

Oh deary attachment, ILY!!(huh?)

A week of attachy starting from today.

And yaynesssss!! Fiza(AN) is there working at the same team as me.

wawawewa! rindus diers larseys! setop it sak aku!!!

Raye oh raye...such a bore.....

but cant wait to jlns wif my classmates&sphmboians!!!!=DDD

ouhk.im lazy actually. tomorrow morning shift yaww!

nights!!

:Kakak Pau.Dahlia.Fidzah:

nice????? shoot by me @ my house and thats my lovely Kakak In!!
:ok bye:

:and Im still refraining to think:

pffffft

2008-10-04T08:42:00.002+08:00

fuckfuckfuckfuck!!!

fuck stressed up sia!!
He msg me thru sms(wahhh!!-_-")
around midnight saying that:
"Hey let me be honest wif u..
Me do like u..
Tat y whn me wif my ex spending sometime
together before she going back to austria,
me ask u to wait 4 me.
But u haf to spoilt everythin"
FUCK YOU LARH ISRAM!!!
thanks uh for making more confused in this situation AGAIN.
Just when i tot the prob is going going gone.
BUT NO!!!!! Its going going and still going!
DAMN YOU!!!

Foolish am i? Or its just you bloodly idiotic m.fucking assdigger!

2008-10-03T21:02:00.002+08:00

fuck problems here and there.

Thanks for my lovelys and sayooouunngs and pls hajar,jgn ckp kwn tiri.

Sebak hatiku.( CHEY!!!)

so now i know the actual story.

fuck you larh asshole digger.

dah lamer kau buat kerja mcm gini?

what she did is the right thing to do, FYI!

yes, i know its like badmouth-ing you.

but its for your own good too.

I hope you'll learnt from your mistakes larh Isram.

Dont treat girls like dolls.

And I know you hate if girls mempermainkan u rite?

so why the fuck you do that?

Ass larh kau. happy2 taking people's dignity.

Inviting people here and there.

And even invite those who have a boyf.

FUCK YOU!! you're just playing with fire.

Just putting yourself into danger.

Where has your mind gone to sia Ram?

Please larh ehk. Stop watever ure doing.

Its not goood for u and the others.

You're just making use of US girls!!

But Im so glad larhkn that she told that to her.

Memang dah sah laki perangai mcm pukimaks!!!

I seriously feel like "sunating" you.

What kind of MAN sia you?

Umur dah nk 21 perangai mcm bdk2 kecik.

You've made your own mistakes but NEVER,

i tell you NEVER wanna owned up.

UUURRRRGGGGHHHH!!

Im just so foolish am i?

Who you think you are sia to make FUN of GIRLS like this.

Grow up and be much more matured thinking larh please ISRAM.

:Sorry for my foolish act:

:Maybe Im just too foolish to fall for you:

thnks for making me tear....

2008-10-02T16:10:00.002+08:00

Ouh why this happens?
Tell me why oh why.
Oh shucks.
Sorie for what Ive done.
And I didnt know that she could spread it.
Oh fuck im sorie seriously.
After the msg u gave it to me.
The moment i saw the title.
Oh fuck Im doomed.
I dont even know why I cried over that msg.
Maybe I still do care bout you.
Maybe I still have feelings for you.
Oh goodness, no.
have nothing else to say.
Im not sure whether to stay.
Stay hanging around there.
But I now I will because its so dumb if I leave.
Leaving just because of you.

Ram, You know that Im really effing sorry bout this.
Well, you're the one that being so difficult.
But I didnt know after a week plus not at 211,the stories could turned out like this.
Yes, Im the one to blame.
I ALWAYS bother you ARENT I?
PESTERING YOU?
REMEMBER THIS.
You left me dry after the day you met your ex.
You walked away w/o any news.
You didnt even talked to me when Im there.
left me confused and you know that I am.

Now thanks a million.
Im extra confused right now.
And yes, Im dumb(NOT!).
Im like "WATEVER!" right now.

vids

2008-09-29T15:47:00.003+08:00

Im freaking miss this people.I MISS MY SPHMBOIANS!!! I miss them alot like truckloads. Jalan Raya nk tk korg? hehehehe! so this is the raya vids made on Feb/March @ ECP. well... there's nothing else for us to do rite? hahahah! k go! im bored. tooooooraaaa!!!!